hm.

Sunday, November 01, 2009

Ah, tragedy. Why is it that I always enjoy a good tear jerker? Makes me sound like a damn sadist. The sheer morbidity of the idea kinda scares me.

Writing tragedy fiction is even more interesting...it feels kind of empowering; being able to bring out emotion in other people.

Talking about empowerment, tragedy is ten times more potent than happy fiction.

I guess it's because we humans tend to take happiness for granted, forgetting the happy moments in life soon after their occurrence, yet when our very devastation seems complete, it's a scar that lives with us for a long, long time.

And so, despite all that morbidity...tragedy seems to be my specialty now. How depressing.



"The entire world means nothing when in the end; death shall have everything taken from you."



"The rain has arrived.
The merciful, cleansing rain.
The sorrowful, solemn rain.
It has arrived.
To wash all the pain away.
"



How great and cruel is the irony of death;
In death, people say things they would never have said
In death, people reveal their deepest, most treasured secrets
In death, the most exceedingly beautiful things happen
All as if to mock the dying
All destined to haunt the living.
Always in the corner lurking,
Death lingers...waiting.



So depressing.



Oh yes, has any one seen a road barrier drift by on a torrent of water on Orchard Road before? I did just yesterday. Interesting stuff.


Great, now my font's all messed up.


Forget it.

Tuesday, October 27, 2009

Just finished watching the final episode of Cinderella Man, and now I'm going through the withdrawal phase I always get after I finish watching a good drama series.

AIGOO everything is coming back and playing about in my head and I feel as if my heart has just been torn out, drawn and quartered, then ground!

Why do I always feel so lousy after finishing a good drama? I should feel good right. lol.

Aishhhh...WHY WERE THERE ONLY 16 EPISODES HUH! HUH HUH HUH!?!?!?! AISHHHHH

Saturday, October 24, 2009

Central Band's flying off tomorrow. Correction : Today.

Aishhh...why am I hating this so much.

Goodnight.

Thursday, October 15, 2009

Korean's fun to learn.

Annyeong haseyo! Chal chinnaessoyo?

Okay, my ability in the language ends right about there. lol.

Baby steps.

Saturday, October 10, 2009

My thoughts on the second AARM rehearsal today :

-insert every known vulgarity in the world + in the entire universe (aliens must have potty mouths too.) here-

Thank you for wasting my precious weekend.

Friday, October 09, 2009

Here's a rough summary of my day (the AARM rehearsal) :

SKDNF(#T_(#!U@ F_!KSADF(_!(~DN(__!@)*$(@&(&#(!&$!!!!!!!!!!! KF_(_!@()!KNFH!lkdf1901KSFKH-1iohskf!!!! FP!#(!?????DSF#H_(!@#(UKF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!?????????????? :DFLJ:J(U!)_@)!*_)*OJ%$P)#%_)! !?!!!??!?LDVN VKDSVF!@#()U! /sFHF!P(#(_D FOJF_)!!!?

-insert every known vulgarity in the world here-

LKDGP!_#@_!@*_$) S!!!?!?!?!@#! d;fj-13 F)U!@#) sdf1)!@+)*!!!?

!@(%(!@&!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! #@_(%!_@)$*!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! )_*$)*%!*#$!@&($(&!@!!!!!!!!!!!!

Thank you.

Monday, October 05, 2009

Nobody seems to be reading my FanFic. Am I really that bad a writer?

I even threw them a bone, going against my principles to garner some support, but still nothing.

Maybe it's because I'm being impatient...

Five chapters in two days. And still only two asked to be on the PM list, while only one is an active reader.

Maybe they really don't like my concept. hmmm...